Suzanne's Journalings

 Change is in the air so get ready to be airborne                     8/24/11

 



     Change is in the air so get ready to be airborne.  Anything can be unsettled in a day.  Anything can be re-located with one blow from My lips.  And Honey, anything can be settled and established by one act of obedience.  So you be settled in this.

     I am giving you a new grace for a new phase.  This is a grace for daily living and a grace for living daily.  If you truly lived one-day-at-a-time, you would live so differently.

     So hang on to My hand and let Me lead you.  You are never out of My grasp.  And believe Me, you are not out of My plans.  The time is now because you are ready now.  Stay in My presence.  Stay in fellowship, sleep in My presence, awake in My presence, build in My presence and play in My presence.

     Every word that you utter in prayer has ramifications on the earth.  Little effort-big result.  This will never change, for I have not given you a tongue that will be easily silenced.  You have ruled over it in the natural, so it shall have rule in the spiritual.  This is part of the fruit of flow.  A tongue in flow is a prayer that has caught the wind and has been taken up into My purposes.

     So settle yourself now to stay fluid.  You stay fluid when you live daily, you live daily when you trust Me with tomorrow.  This process wll not be difficult but joyful.  When you stay in the wind, you end up looking like a polished gem stone, smooth to the touch.  No more rough edges.  Useful to Me and acceptable to others.

     The wind that seems to spin around in circles is actually the most productive because it pulls the most out of the earthly realms and makes it all airborne.

 

Sit at My table and let Me feed you                                        8/20/11

 

     What I say to you should be shouted and never doubted.  Always heeded for it is always needed.  You are sometimes too quick to forget.  That is why I often repeat to you the steadfastness of my love for you.  Total, abandoned, freely poured out, love for you.  Nothing earned, not rewarded.  This is a love that transcends your actions or behaviors.  It embraces so much more of you than that.  I want you to sit at my table and let Me feed you.  I want to give you both the foods that you know and love, and some foods that are new to you.  These may seem strange to you but if you take the risk to taste each of them, you will be surprised by how many become new favorites of yours.

     All this takes is trust.  Trust that I know what I am doing when I prepare a table for you.  I know what you need and want.  I know what goes with what.   I know how to provide for you.

     You occasionally feel overwhelmed and stressed.  When you do, you tend to pull on your spouce and want him to come along side of you to help you.  I would like your first response to be that of pulling on Me for help, strength, even breakthrough.  Part of what I want to feed you are new talents and abilities.  Tools for what is coming.  It could also be called fruit because  the seed was planted in you from the beginning.  I speak "abundance" over the crop that is planted in you.  I have planned on an ongoing harvest.  This is My expectation and I am prepared for it.

An Ocean of Beauty                                                   July 30, 2011

 

Lord, what does it look like to “be conformed to your image”?

                “The strength of wholeness.  The singleness of purpose gives you the stability to stand before the world and be a reflection of My glory.  Steadfast and immovable.  Your purpose is known.  Your future destiny is certain.  Hope is fulfilled.  All movement and direction is directed by love.  My love for you and your love for Me is really all that matters.  My heart has already said ‘yes’ to you, and your heart has already said ‘yes’ to Me.  Like an unending song that you realize that you have been listening to for a while now.  When did it begin?  Where will it go?  It seems that this oneness between us has always been and will always be.

                There are no limits here.  Nothing is lost, nothing unattainable.  You can step into this flow of life that comes from the eternal.  This is the place where I desire for you to dwell.  This is both your heritage and your inheritance.  This is the atmosphere that I created you to breathe in.  Taking in life, releasing fear, worry and stress.

                Stay in places of beauty today.  Look for beauty.  Dwell on it.  Enjoy it. 
I have created you for beauty.  I am to be like an ocean of beauty to you.  You are a deep well of beauty to Me.  In My eyes, in My gaze, you will find the beauty and contentment of being fully known.  All yearning and struggling for recognition is washed away and even forgotten about.  Self-protection and posturing are freely released from your heart and from your hands.  Now your hands are free to hold abundance and fullness.

                To look like my anointed One is to have a heart that is so pure that it is clear as glass, that my glory shines forth.  It is to have your right arm to be a pillar of abundance and your left arm to be a pillar of fullness.  It is to have a right foot that is named ‘steadfast and immovable’ and to have a left foot that is named ‘increase and obedience’.  This is how I see you.  This is how you must know yourself.”

 

Gaze at Me                                                                 July 2011

 



                A steady gaze gives steadiness of foot – even in sinking sand.  As you gaze at me, I gaze at you.  You must catch that gaze.  It will encourage and strengthen you.  It will carry you over many turbulent waters.

                You still don’t believe in the depths of my love for you.  The accounts you keep are not accurate.  Most of what I do for you is never even seen by you.  This is as it should be; onlydon’t ever forget that I am always, constantly working on your behalf.

                The records that you keep for your family are also not very accurate.  They, too, do more for you than you ever see.  I make sure of that; for I made them for you.  So settle into your new place.  Let it be a place of love for you, both from your family and from Me. Rejoice in it.  As you rejoice, affliction will fall off of you.  Gaze at my gazing at you.  This is and will be life to you.

 

Stability in Uncertainty                                               June 2011

 



                I want to bind up your places of covenant unity.  “Bind up” meaning “to tie together” or “to make one”.  Nothing hidden, nothing
wasted, all is accessible, all in the flow.  There is stability only in the flow.  Surety of step comes only when you step out.  Do not be afraid to step out; this is the place of stability.  Stability is in uncertainty.  Gathering is in the giving away.  A knowing is in the transparency. 

                I desire honesty rather than giving Me the words that
you think that I want to hear, for I am not like one who lords over you.  I do not seek outward performance of perfection.  I desire inner hunger; a bended will and knee.  This is the strongest you can be, this place of emptying.  Call it your friend and let it lead you out of the desert of doubt into the land of life.  My breath leads you on; the whisper of My heart, the sigh of My rest.

                For in this place there is not more work to be done.  All is fulfilled in fullness.  Life is renewed.  Everything that should die does.  Everything that should live, lives at it should.